Creative Teens' Club

i have thrown all good from  me..i dont know the reason
like leaves falling in autumn season
whats the reason to be so sad?
no one ever said im so bad...
i cant even cry..afraid someone will see
all i have is pain inside me
no one understands whats wrong with me
only my mom knows...i know she can see..
still i cant say a word to her
because everything is so blur
she thinks i dont love her...
i do...i do love her

tears roll down my eyes..every night
i wipe them, when i see a shadow coming to me with a dim candle lighthnxx for reading..
but it wasnt there to help me..
it just came to taunt me..
is it ever going to end??
my heart says someone will be sent
but when?
when i die?
poison should i try?
but..then i think how many hearts will cry?
i always wish....everyone 's happy..even if im sad..
but does that mean...i will go mad??
i know i will never be able to tell..
for my feelings i have sell..

(GUyzssss Itssss jusss fiction....nthn related to me)))

thnx for reading.